The First Part LastPublished by: Simon Pulse
Summary: At 16, Bobby is scared to be raising his baby, Feather, but he's totally devoted to caring for her, even as she keeps him up all night, and he knows that his college plans are on hold. In short chapters alternating between "now" and "then," he talks about the baby that now fills his life, and he remembers the pregnancy of his beloved girlfriend, Nia. Yes, the teens' parents were right. The couple should have used birth control; adoption could have meant freedom. But when Nia suffers irreversible postpartum brain damage, Bobby takes their newborn baby home. There's no romanticizing. The exhaustion is real, and Bobby gets in trouble with the police and nearly messes up everything. But from the first page, readers feel the physical reality of Bobby's new world: what it's like to hold Feather on his stomach, smell her skin, touch her clenched fists, feel her shiver, and kiss the top of her curly head. Johnson makes poetry with the simplest words in short, spare sentences that teens will read again and again.
Personal Review: This was a fast read (took me about an hour) but it is so real. This is not a romantic view of teen parenthood. This is real life, and Bobby is dealing with it. It is an honest approach, and an interesting twist as the father is raising his infant baby. The twist at the end that explains why Nia is not present is tragic, and a little much for me, but the story is beautiful and well written.
Cautionary Note: There is some language in this book, but not much.






